Once I was young and I washed out my mouth and I brushed my teeth twice and I cried and I cried and I had a hot shower.Once it had snowed and my feelings were highand I looked at you sleep while I struggled to breathe I was giddy and drunk on first love. You had sighed and the pleasure was mine. Once I felt tainted, my body you'd painted and left me to dry as I searched for my clothes that you'd torn to the floor and left through the door of that bathroom of yours. Once I felt free like a manic sex dream, the control was all mine, in your eyes I saw signs of what pleasure I gave, then I left- unashamed.